Finished this self portrait drawing last night. Minor Plate on Graphic Arts.
Crying in the middle of the night. Rereading our conversations before, her blog posts back then.It makes me miss the old her and me. The old us. Those things that we used to do especially our late night conversations.
And then I’m feeling this pain again and again, that time when I lost him. If you know Ariana Grande maybe right now you know that her grandpa passed away and I can’t help myself from crying every time I see a picture of them, Ariana is so close to her grandpa and I adore their relationship.
I don’t know sometimes I feel lost in the middle of nowhere. Like before I go to sleep there’s like an instant flashback in my head that makes me overthink then cry. This is bad but I know I’ll be okay.
And I’m kinda stressed on what’s going on with my plates, there will be a contest that we need to join because we are required to and of course to enhance our abilities. I’m like “I’m scared” because my blockmates are so good and I’m like naah. Oh well, I’m just being crazy. And if it happens that you read this up until here thank you and don’t mind me, I’m like having a tantrums.
It’s already midnight and I have a 7AM class tomorrow so I need to sleep. Good night Tumblr ♥
I’ve been working on this Mayan calendar since ten in the morning. Now, it’s already midnight 1:28AM to be exact. I need to sleep 😭 will continue this tomorrow morning or should I say laturr nvrmnd. Good night ☾☆